Tuesday 11 July 2017

The Girls - Emma Cline / / Review



As an English student I spend most of the year with a reading list the length of my arm, and can usually be found either with my nose in a book or frantically reading Sparknotes before a tutorial. After handing in all my assignments for the year, I wanted to get back into recreational reading, and I found 'The Girls' by Emma Cline on a trip to Sainsbury's when I was supposed to be buying food. Obviously reading is #super #important so this purchase was completely justified, and I wanted to see whether this book lived up to the hype.

'The Girls' is the debut novel from Californian writer Emma Cline. Released last summer, it has garnered considerable success, landing Cline a two million dollar three-book-deal with Random House. Widely lauded as the 'IT' book of 2016 (I'm late to the party, I know), it has proved rather divisive. Some reviews have criticised Cline's prose style and sensational themes of sexuality and violence, relegating it to the realm of 'girl' orientated genre fiction alongside Gillian Flynn's 'Gone Girl' and Paula Hawkins' 'The Girl on the Train'. This may not be the end of such comparisons as the film rights have been snatched up by Scott Rudin, producer of 'The Social Network' and 'The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo', so a big budget adaptation may be hitting our screens in the coming years.

When I picked up my copy of 'The Girls', Northern Ireland was experiencing its shortlived bout of June sunshine. This was the perfect backdrop, as I started the novel bathed in the heat of Belfast's Botanic Gardens. One of Cline's greatest strengths is her ability to set a vivid scene, and she immediately plunges the reader into a marijuana-scented Californian summer in the late sixties. I found the prose style to be captivating, and whilst some reviewers have deemed it overwritten in places, I found the phrasing to be fitting to the often melodramatic narrative voice of a 14 year old girl. Cline effectively captures an inherently teenage sense of longing, romanticising even the most mundane activities and wondering what life is like outside the confines of your bedroom, a feeling often exacerbated in the long stretches of summer. The prose was dreamy and indulgent in places, but also sharp and detached, as the novel cleanly shifts narrative voice between adult Evie and her teenage self. For me, it really was a case of being hooked from the first line,

"I looked up because of the laughter, and kept looking because of the girls."

I went into the novel with little knowledge of the plot, and with that in mind, I don't want to give too much away here. If you have done your research, you will no doubt be aware of its premise, but knowing fewer details really intensifies the experience. The story follows the protagonist, Evie Boyd, as she reflects on a summer of her childhood that changed the course of her life. It constantly dances on the threshhold between dreamy romanticism and intoxicating seediness, surreptitiously hinting at darkness around every corner. Evie longs to escape the monotony of her home life and whilst she finds a seemingly Edenic escape, things are not entirely as they seem, and every page is tinged with dread.


"The summer gaped before me  - the scatter of days, the march of hours, my mother swanning around the house like a stranger." 


For me, one of the most appealing aspects of the novel is Cline's ability to capture the experience of a teenage girl. The atmosphere of discontent that Evie feels when she is at home, the restlessness that plagues her as she flits between her friend Connie's garage and the local park, day after day. The expectation that life has more to offer, but with no idea how to access this other world. She accurately conveys the tendency to compare yourself to other girls and the sting of inferiority when you examine your own flaws. This is highlighted by Evie's companionship with one of the mysterious 'girls', which dangerously borders on obsession as the novel progresses.

A vividly-painted re-imagining of shocking true events, I thoroughly enjoyed 'The Girls', and it left me gripped from the outset. Whilst it is not entirely perfect - the narrative shifts between Evie's adulthood and her youth can be jarring in some places, and the climax of the novel felt slightly too brief - I thought it was a strong debut and a great contemporary read for the summer.

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Sunday 9 July 2017

Rewind / / Radio One's Big Weekend, Hull


I can't quite believe it's July already. At risk of sounding clichéd, time has flown by, and it feels like just yesterday I was typing out some goals for 2017 in the notes section of my phone (because I'm such a millennial). The start of the year was pretty challenging for me; things were up in the air on a personal level, I had left the security blanket of school and started university, and I lost connection with people I used to be close to. However, as time went on, things started to fall into place, and I can now look back on the more difficult moments and see how I am in a much better position now. The discomfort was worth it. Sometimes things need to shift in order to make room for new moments, experiences and amazing people!

One of my main aspirations for the year was to play more shows with my band, Brand New Friend. This is something that we have definitely achieved, and to accomplish this alongside three amazing people has been so fulfilling! So far our music has taken us on a mini tour of Ireland to Galway, Limerick and Dublin and we have played in Whelan's supporting our one of our favourite bands The Winter Passing (who have since become great friends!). We sold out our headline show in Katy's Bar, Limelight, supported The Smith Street Band in Fibber's, played Sea Sessions festival in Bundoran, and had an amazing summer street party in Portstewart for the Dubai Duty Free Irish Open. However, the biggest achievement so far has been playing the BBC Introducing Stage at Radio 1's Big Weekend! This was something that I had always wanted to do, ever since watching Paramore from the barrier at Big Weekend in 2013. I am so proud to have been able to play such an amazing festival, especially alongside the three best lads.


Our journey started on 27th May as we boarded the ferry from Belfast to Liverpool. We spent the eight hour crossing playing card games and then drove to Hull squished into my mum's car with amps and guitars on our laps! I absolutely love travelling and it definitely gave me a taste of touring. To tour the UK or Ireland is definitely my next big goal for our band! We arrived at our hotel exhausted and basically went straight to sleep, getting ready for show the next morning.

On gig day, I got ready in a flash, as I just couldn't wait to leave the hotel and arrive at Big Weekend! My usual stage look is something pretty low maintenance (although the guys would probably disagree and say I take ages to get ready) as being free to move and jump around is probably the most important factor for me. I went with a vintage tie dye tee, black Topshop Jamie jeans and a pair of Vans Old Skools. We had breakfast, piled in the car and after a few diversions through the countryside, we eventually made it to the festival site.


Our first port of call was the backstage tent, meeting the crew and the Introducing team who were all absolutely lovely and couldn't have been more helpful. As you walk in, each wall of the tent has spaces for each band to sign, and it was amazing seeing messages from other bands who have graced the Introducing stages of Big Weekend, Reading and Leeds, T in the Park and Glasto! There were so many fantastic acts on the stage this year, and my favourites were probably Declan McKenna, Pale Waves, The Big Moon and Mullally.


Before our set we had time to catch a few acts, and my personal highlights were definitely Little Mix and Stormzy! At 1pm we had to head back to Introducing, and the nerves were starting to kick in. When I walked on stage, I tried to just let go of everything and enjoy the experience, and it was something I will honestly never forget!


The whole weekend was a bit of a blur, and reflecting on it now is definitely motivating me to continue pushing forward. Playing in this band is my favourite thing in the world, and I am so proud to stand on stage with Luke, Aaron and Taylor! Later this summer we are playing Stendhal Festival, Moira Calling and Electric Picnic, and I can't wait to do it all again.


After our set we had the quintessential festival experience minus the camping, including greasy food from chip vans, a go on the ferris wheel overlooking the whole site, and got to see Royal Blood, Twin Atlantic and Kings of Leon.


 It wouldn't have been possible without my dad, (van driver and basically our tour manager) Logan, (little brother and future drum tech) and the amazing people at BBC Radio Ulster and BBC Introducing!

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Tuesday 27 June 2017

Where to Begin?


a throwback from the depths of my blog archive

I started off writing a blog when I was about 15. I made moodboard posts about Clueless and Spice Girls, wishlists full of clothes I couldn't afford, and wrote about hazy summers spent trekking up and down to the seaside in a car full of rowdy siblings and sandy dogs. I rediscovered this blog a year or two ago and made all of  my old posts private, (as the world doesn't really need to hear about how my GCSE mock exams went) but it has inspired me to get creative again over the summer and give this another go!

me circa 2012
Reading those old posts and revisiting my younger years was super interesting, as I think I've already started achieving things that my teen self would be proud of. In 2012, life didn't seem to expand beyond school, exams and revision, hence why my idea of quality content included such gems as 'Polyvore sets inspired by Lindsay Lohan in Freaky Friday'. Well, young Lauren, life kept moving, you finished your GCSES and A-Levels with top grades and are now studying English at your first choice uni. I regularly wrote about my passion for music, and how I was sometimes frustrated that I let self-doubt hold me back from exploring something that I had always loved. Fast forward a few years and I am in a band who have released an EP, played gigs up and down the country, played the Introducing Stage at Radio One's Big Weekend and are set to play loads of festivals this summer!

My band, Brand New Friend. Photo by Conor Kerr.

It's also interesting to see how the community has changed since I started getting reading blogs in around 2011. The blogs I loved reading seemed to be charged with creativity, fashion blogs and journals generally ran by young women and girls my age who were inspired by Tavi Gevinson's Style Rookie. Checking my feed now, 90% of those accounts are either deleted or inactive. In recent years it has definitely evolved from a community into an industry, and whilst I don't think there is anything wrong with people monetising their blogs and earning income from a creative field (after all I am a broke student who is also trying to kick start a career in music), it definitely seems like there is more pressure for bloggers to update regularly and adhere to a certain streamlined aesthetic.

I don't think I'm going to achieve that. However, my goal for this space is to use it as a journal of sorts, to document fun experiences and write about music/art/clothes and whatever I happen to be vibing that day. I've always enjoyed writing, so I'm going to write. I like taking photos, so I may occasionally get my Dad's old DSLR out and pretend I know what I'm doing. Eventually I'd like to collaborate with other creative people and shine a light on some cool talented guys and gals from Belfast and beyond. If anything, it'll be good craic.

- lauren xx